<3

I love and miss them both so much <3

this year really sucked

so basically, i never ever ever would have imagined all this crap thats been going on in the past year. I mean sure alot of good things have happened and im grateful that im healthy and alive, but i would just love to go back in time to like the beginning of last summer, when I didnt have so much crap on my mind. So here's a quick recap of this year:

bad things:

• tuffy died
• my grandma got sick/moved into a crazy lunatic nursing home where she doesnt belong
• precalculus has officially been the worst class ive ever taken
• the stress and constant lack of sleep from having so much homework has just about killed me
• ive pretty much lost one of my closest friends
• i didnt go to prom (and no, it wasnt because i didnt want to)
• my mom was diagnosed with cancer
• i had to quit track, which was a very hard decision, because i cannot handle the stress of everything combined
• penny disappeared after going outside one morning and she is probably dead
• im not going to be getting much sleep for the rest of the school year because the workload is insane and finals are coming up
• i really really really miss penny

good things:

• beena is still alive
• ive gotten really close with one of my friends