thought you'd like to know..

Honestly, i get the feeling that whatever i post on here is going to be misinterpreted(sp?). I feel like i can't really talk about my true feelings and what's actually really bothering me, because i know that no matter how i phrase it, somebody's going to feel betrayed by me.

So, just to let everyone know, I'm never really going to post anything on here expressing exactly how I'm truly feeling. I have another blog for that, but I'm not quite ready to talk about my feelings to anybody else (at least not anybody that i know). Because I'm afraid that if I post any of my deeper thoughts on here, they're going to blow up in my face (like everything else does).

I'm pretty good at putting on a smile and acting like everything is ok. Even when I'm having a bad day and somebody asks me why I'm upset, I'll never really tell that person what's truly bothering me. I really can't afford to lose anymore of my deeper thoughts to people that I may truly not be able to trust with them; because I just can't stand to look at those thoughts and those personal feelings after everybody else has had their chance to destroy what may be left of them.


So as far as everyone is concerned, this post is about something happy; something worthy of a cheerful picture; something... completely fake.