Tuffy <3

Tuffy Buddy, I just wanted you to know that I think about you all the time. I miss you so much and I really can't believe that you're actually gone. These past few months have been crazy, and I just wish that you were here to help me through everything. Christmas is coming up, and I really don't know how I'm going to get through the holidays without your knocking down the tree to explore all the presents and jumping up at your stocking just to get a wiff of the catnip inside :]

We had our first real snowfall of the season today. And the first thing I saw when I looked out the window were your sisters' little paw prints across the driveway. I know you were there in spirit bud. I know how much you loved your daily adventures prancing through the yard, trying to plan some sort of way to get the fish out of the pond without actually touching the water.

Penny really misses you. She wouldn't let us anywhere near her for at least a month after you passed because she noticed you were gone and thought that we would send her away next. Sabrina wasn't really herself either. At first, she just kept moaning because she knew something bad had happened, and she could see how depressed we all were.

I'm sorry it's taken we so long for me to tell you all this, and to tell you how much I really miss you! It's just been really hard for me. I keep trying to block it out, but the fact that your dish is gone and your bed is no longer at the window reminds me each day that I'll never be able to slip you some extra turkey or cuddle with you in my bed at night again.

I know it was your time. I know that you were suffering and in alot of pain. You never really did have a healthy life. But you sure did have tons and tons of love.



I love you so much baby. So much...

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