eh

things are way too emotional right now for me to be spilling them all over this blog. plus my stupid blog keeps trying to piss me off by refusing to pop up on my screen, saying that the "operation has been aborted." Of all the people that seem to be abandoning me lately, i honestly didnt think that my BLOG would be one of them (not that my blog is a person or anything..). Anyyways, i probably won't be posting any more personal blogs on here. I've decided that the best way for me to deal with my problems is to just keep them inside. Because no matter how i try to talk about them, they always get twisted into some other ridiculous notion of how everyone else views my life. I'm not trying to bore you with any of my problems, or what one of my friends likes to call my "jesus freak" issues; again, NOT helping the situation. Because it's pretty obvious that nobody cares enough to completely listen. Actually, I take that back. There is one person that i actually feel i can really talk to about anything. It's thanks to that person that I've basically been able to make it through the past week. Unfortunately, I don't get to talk to that person very often. So i guess for now, I'm going to have to try to be my own biggest fan... wonder how that'll turn out.